Tuesday, September 28, 2004

*KIshKisH*

How true it is?.. u neva know.. jus something frm my collick...

The body part where U love to kiss most reflects Ur personality type!
Pls choose the body part U love to kiss most:

1) Forehead
2) Eyes
3) Nose
4) Face
5) Ear
6) Lips
7) Neck
That's all folks. no more other places!!!!!

Forehead:
U have a strong passion for life & at the same time a peaceful nature. Though U are a forgiving person, U demand respect frm other ppl. Ur talents are expressed well & U have gd interpersonal skills. As such, U have a fulfilling social life & U frens ard U will find U to be gentle & understanding.

Eyes:
U are die-hard Romeo who requires lots of love & U can sacrifice everything for love as well. U express Ur love in a wild & passionate way. However, U are equally capable of becoming a vicious lover, manipulating Ur partner to achieve certain selfish goals.

Nose:
In a relationship, sex is something essential to U! U value frenship, loyalty & U have a strong desire for love & sex. U are playful by nature & U cannot stay long at a place w/o feeling uneasy. As a result, it is very difficult for U to establish a strong foundation for Ur career & it is advisable tat U do not change Ur job with no strong reasons.

Face:
U value peace above all other things & friends are very important to U. U willingly share all Ur prized possessions wif them & U are not easily bothered if U are short-changed. Also, U have a kind heart & U try not to harbor bad thoughts bout other ppl. Maintaing a long lasting & affectionate relationship is Ur forte.

Ear:
As a very understanding a person's mind. U posses a disposition to appreciate or share the feelings & tots of others. However, U can also be someone who cracks jokes at the expense of others & in wanting to achieve Ur goals, U can easily sacrifice others. Towards relationships, U are not affected by emotional constraints & is very expressive. Ur behavior is 100% congruent wif Ur inner feelings.

Lips:
U are someone who is governed by a great sense of loyalty. When U kiss someone's lips, U are actually expressing the hope of having one true love. Always radiating an aura of confidence, U are someone with very strong moral codes.

Neck:
Flirtatious by nature, U are unlikely to be someone tat dreams of everlasting love. Although Ur passion for things is very strong, it fades away in jus a while. Even when U are no longer in love with Ur partner, U selfishly demand him/her to love U still. U are unlikely to have great ambitions towards Ur own life & U are not particular bout gender roles.
*LastWkendofSept*

I spent my wkend this time, mostly catchin up wif frenz & spending time @ home ... din go anywhere coz dearest got to werk.. so its lazy bum for me ... nuthing much for me .. but as always, the pictures tell a thousand words..

My Fri...after werk ...



My Sat mrning ... went for Kubur Visiting wif the rest of the family b4 fasting mth


My Sat noon.. out for lunchie wif my parents


My Sat aftrnn.. my bro came wif his family jus for visiting .. spend time wif krisya..


My Sat Nite... banquet dinner wif the aunts... looks @ this cutesy


My sun mrning... meet up wif the only gal cuz on the maternal side.. been more than a yr since i last seen her


My sun noon... went marketing @ Giants wif my parents ...


i have not been bloggin in words much cos i cud not find the words .. as my life is kinda jumbled up... hopefully things get better as it goes

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

*Hugs&MoreHugs*

(for someone tat going thru a hard phase rite now)

It hurts
Seeing u going thru this phase ...
I wish i cud do things to make u feel better...
But when it comes to the affairs of the heart...
It jus between u and him and no one else ...

Its more hurtful
knowing u been shedding tears everyday...
Loss of concentration in class ...
Breaking down w/o knowing why...
Going into a major depression anytime..

It hurts most
Seeing the jovial gal i know lost its smile...
Being in dazed & confused...
Hearing the break up in ur voice...
And not hearing the strong laughter anymore...

I know its not gonna be easy ...
But u got to be strong, not for anyone sake but ur own...
All i ask i for ur old self to resurface...
And be happy, the way u shud be ..

Nuthing much tat i can do..
But jus offer a shoulder to cry on & a ear to listen..
Jus remember tat i am always here for u
COs u are the dearies in my life...
*MyTwoLongOverdueWKendz*

Despite the hurtful phase tat i gone thru lately, there are some events happen here and there during the weekend tat carved a smile on my face.. and i glad for it, cos somehow it takes my mind off things ... and healing my wounded heart.. not much but i guess the photos tells a thousand words...


a bday celebration 2 weekends ago.


the bday boy, dearest youngest bro


me wif the kids in the hse


bumped into dearest uncle during one of our wkday dinner outing ...


had a dinner date wif my godsis after months of not seeing her...


last but not least, urs truly ...

Friday, September 17, 2004

*Betrayed&Disgusted*

How cud u do tis to me after wat i did for u..
i went all the way to find out the truth for u...
i braved everything cos i treasure u as a sis ...
i dun wan u to be hurt anymore.. enuff is enuff
i wan to put a stop to ur misery...

but never for a minute, i doubt u ...
not even once i had second tots of helping u ..
but is this wat i deserve after all this...
i wasnt asking for any recognition or anything ...
i jus doing my part as any true fren wud do..

the hurt i got when i found out the truth yesterday was beyond words..
wat makes it worse, u din even bother to stand up for ur frenz ...
U let the abusive words go on & on...
Though u know its all a LIE but yt u choose to follow blindly bcos of love
Knowing admitting the truth will harm everything ...

I wish after all tat happen, i cud hate u but i cant & i neva will
Hatred is not a forte in me .. but i am definitely hurt for now...
All i cud do is to let the wound heal slowly as time passes by ..
But the word 'once a bitch is always a bitch' will deeply embedded in me ...
But i rather be a bitch than to backstab someone tat is dear in my life ...

Monday, September 06, 2004

*FirstSeptWkend*

dearest din fetched me from werk on Fri ... apparently he was held up for a while in the office .. make my way instead to Tiong Bahru to meet him there .. was taken by suprised when was approached by a sweet ex-blogger, it was none other than Nat (it was certainly nice bumping into u dearie!!)... after which headed to dearest place ... laze ard @ his place & after which headed to a frenz place @ Beach Road (missing them!!).. and had a gd time jus simply catching up & lazing ard...

woken up early on Sat to attend to some stuff... & headed on home ... freshen up & gotten dressed & went over to dearest werkplace to fetch him


me in the cab, om my way to see dearest

headed to his frenz place @ Tampines to check out his marine fish collection before heading to Pasir Ris Fish farm to do some surveying .. it was a bit tiring cos almost half of my day went simply looking & walking under the hot sun...went back his place to rest & freshen up before meeting a fren @ Changi Village @ Dereks.. (i began to loike the place alot.. gd place to chill)...


us @ Dereks

we chilled till almost 0100hrs .. spend the nite over @ his place..

woken up extra early (again!!!) on Sun for dearest family mrning walk @ East Coast.. by the time we reach there, his maternal grandparents & parents are over with the walk & are waiting for us to come to head for bfast (hehehehe...)@ Joo Chiat Place. All of us then head to dearest paternal grandparents place .. to pay a visit since they were not in the pink of health... then all of us headed home & ZZzzzzz... had our late tea-session @ Adam Road before dearest send me home .... dearest spend some time @ my place....