*Hugs*

double *hugs* for a dear fren, a fellow blogger too, sasha... hope u haf a speedy recovery ...



Sasha & her fiancee met wif a motorcycle accident last fri nyte.Her ryte side esp her finger,palm & wrist were seriously injured. She also suffered from deep abrasion... which gonna leave scars on her ... rite now, she is resting @ home on her journey to recover, and @ the same time wondering how she ever gonna hold her pen or the mouse now..

Her fiancee is not seriously injured as her, only his knee tissue muscle came out ... Gone are her lively spirit & her engagement ring ... but somehow she glad tat the fiancee is being responsible for the whole thingy ..

promise to drop her a visit one of these dayz...

*LastWkendOfJune*

went to City Hall wif dearest on Fri after werk... wanted to go to Adidas store @ Citilink to get some infant stuff to match the shoes tat i bought the day before ... (finally gotten the shoes @ Jurong Point after my search went in vain @ Qnsway S.C).. but nothing catches the eye and they dun carry much infant product anyway... headed to Marina & had jus chill @ Broadwalk Cafe before meeting dearest frenz @ one of my fav hangout, Spize Bistro @ Beach Road.. had one helluva gd time jus catching up on things ... it was almost midnite when we reached home & dearest went to bed early since he gotta werk..

woken up extra early on Sat, cos had to wake dearest for werk & headed to Jurong Point wif mummy .. its jus us ladies spending some quality time & window shopping ... but we got to rush home early before lunchtime .. as my parents got to go to mummy's best fren place @ Woodland to attend to some 'melamar' session... while me waited for dearest to come over after knocking off from werk... dearest gotten his rest while waiting for me to freshen up & got dressed .. where wud i be on a Sat afternn?.. its the usual routine of accompanying dearest for his soccer game ... (well diah, its looks like we got the same sat routine huh!!.... LOL)...


me @ the pitch .. getting bored ...

went to Parkway Parade after the game.. dearest wanted to get something for Krisya.. & i almost went ga-ga over the infants' clothing there... had dinner @ the market before heading home ...

Sunday was D-Day ... it was Krisya 'cukur rambut' event ... dearest woken up extra early to go for soccer training, promising to meet me @ my bro place layter ... while me & my parents, gotten dressed & waited for my bro to fetch us..


the family on the way there .. tats my fav bro alrite


the proud parents of krisya, my bro & my sis-in-law


my daddy wif krisya, look @ krisya expression!!


my mum wif krisya before the ceremony


not forgetting, the vainpot me!!

we din stay for the whole event... cos daddy got to werk nite shift .. waited for dearest & his parents to come & all of us were off Spore Expo... it was really crowded but mummy & dearest Ibu still manage to get some stuff... typical ladies ... after which all of us, headed on home....

*LooKOut*

Hmm... my bro definitely pampering his only daughter .. ring me up on my mobile last nyte & telling bout the upcoming 'cukur rambut' of his only angel, krisya this sunday ... and @ the same time, hinting to me wat he wans me to get for the daug... well krisya, looks like ur aunt baby gonna go broke on u.. LOL..i am goin on a little shopping trip these few days combing the town, looking for this treausure.. wish me luck

this is the item he wanted minus the shoelaces but plus the velcro

its definitely cutesy isnt it...

*Welcome*

wud like to welcome a dear fren of mine,Joy to the blogworld...


*hugs* thanks for the friendship offered...

*Krisya Andria*

Hmm... time really flies ... my beloved niece is already 2 months old ... & she is having her 'cukur rambut' this wkend ... missing her ...

*MyWeeKeNdz*

finally gotten the long awaited rest last weekend ... it felt so gd to be able to jus laze & not make plans ahead...

my parents left for our batam hm on fri .. they decided to stay longer there since it been almost a month since their last frequent ... while me, werk till late ... & by the time i reach home, i headed straight to slumberland ... too tired .. dearest came over when the funeral thingy is done and over wif....& i din even bat an eyelid when he came ... (sowie honeyz)...

woken up late on sat morning .. not planning to go gym or anywhere .. jus lazing & becoming a couch potato.. kinda fun ... dearest was my chef for the weekend ... preparing my meals & pampering me .... but we did go out eventually, to the supermarket for marketing ... and @ nyte, headed to Changi for dearest family chalet ... had lotsa fun & food...


us before leaving the hse


his youngest male cuz,harvey wif his IBU lazing


his PAPA giving instructions!!


me & his female cuz, melissa ...

after all tat fun, we headed on home early ... dearest wanted to catch on his soccer..

headed for breakfast @ banquet on Sunday ... then jus lazing ard & decided to catch up on things ... spend quality time talking & goofing ard...


us goofing on a sunday..

tot of going to dearest place .. but both of us were simply too lazy .. so its jus home for us ... dearest was pampering me and i was being pampered...

all in all... i had a gd wkend ...

*Late WEekz*

gosh .. i am really on a roller coaster ride of feelings yesterday .. not too sure to be elated or down... reason being ... there is jus 2 separate occasion....

took a half day yesterday bcos i had a wedding reception @ M hotel.. it was the marriage of one of my WfP bikers family wif his gf of 4 yrs...was definitely looking forward to it

however early in the morning , gotten to find out tat my honeyz's cuz met wif an accident & passed away .. all of us were shocked by it cos barely 3 months back, the father had passed away ... wanted to cancel the wedding reception but then the body of the deceased is still not released till tdy .. since it is an important event too, dearest & i headed for the wedding .. somehow we know the smile on our face is jus a front .. only god knows tat inside, we were mourning ..

i wanted badly to attend his funeral tdy .. however my executive is on long holiday leave till tues.. which means i am the only one in my department ... werk is super hectic but somehow i dun seem to be able to werk...

honeyz'cuz was a nice guy & he supposedly tying the knot by tis yr .. but i guess God loves him more .. if any of u read the news bout a 23yr technician who passed away @ 0515hrs on the 17th, tats him alrite

*My Dayz*

headed on home rite after werk yesterday ... to clear part of the room (tats the best i can do... haf the same symptom as hana.. LOL..)... promised my dad tat i get everything in place before my parents went away to batam hse for the weekend...

but before all the hard werk started, mummy brought me out for dinner since she not cooking ... (where else, but banquet).. not much of a eater nowadays cos my stomach really hurts... mummy said it is gastric but somehow i dun think so...

neway .. the toiling (lol) took away my nite.. found some stuff & memories flashes back... spend some time on my own... dearest was werking till late anyway ... it was almost midnite tat i decide to give up, freshen up & off to slumberland ...

werk is not tat hectic.... had a gd lunch, dearest came over jus now jus to spend time wif me... kinda sleepy for now ...

*HidUp*

Hidup ini senantiasa penuh dgn cabaran.
Namun cabaranlah yang mematangkan dan mengkayakan hidup.

Sebiji batu yang biasa dihimpit, ditekan, ditindih beribu-ribu tahun sehingga akhirnya terserlah sebagai sebutir intan, sekaligus mengubah nilainya.

Kadang kala cabaran timbul dari pelbagai arah.
Tapi, sekiranya diri meredhai dan bersyukur dengan pengalaman yang tertimba bersama cabaran, rezeki jua akan datang dari sumber yang tak terduga

*FiNally*

After a week long of waiting, our baby vespa is repaired & finally ready for collection... and tat is where dearest & me headed off to yesterday after knocking off from werk... met up wif dearest @ Clementi Mrt & headed to Pasir Ris .. certainly miss our baby ...

Headed to his place for dinner before heading on home where dearest spend the nite, washing & polishing, trying to make our baby look gd ...

werk still is super hectic .. and i think there is something wrong wif my body ... everytime foods goes in, my stomach will hurt, really hurt ... gotta set appt wif the doc soon but werk is not permitting ... *sigh*

*MyWeekendz*

nothing much happen.. true enuff, fri was spend till late on re-wiring & clearing the mess & gotten the living room in place... *thanks gdness*.. but before all tat, my parents,dearest & i went for an early dinner @ the banquet ...

woken up extra early on Sat, jus to wake dearest up for werk since he slept the nite over... then had a hearty bfast wif the parents before heading to bed again...hehehe... my dad tackle the day by painting my room... decided to skip gym since i was too tired... freshen up & gotten dressed... headed to meet dearest @ Outram before heading back to his place .. the weather was really hot, wishing so much tat i was home ... spend some time wif his parents & after which we headed to dearest soccer game @ Marina South ...being the usual me, alone on the field, snap some potrait of myself (typical vain me!!... LOL)



after which headed to seafood dinner @ Jurong East together wif his fellow soccer mates... then its home sweet home... dearest spend the nite over (the parents must haf think tat i had kidnapped the son... LOL)....

wasnt planning to go gym either on sunday ... so we gotten dressed & went back to dearest place ... to get some stuff & to spend half the day there (think dearest felt guilty cos din go home...heheh) ... joined my mum @ banquet in the late afternoon for tea before heading on home... tot of clearing my room but my laziness overcome all tat .. so its more of a TV nite for all of us ....headed to slumberland early cos i was not feeling well..

*JusATot*

Haf u eva come across a day when u seem to loss ur direction?
Haf u eva come across a day when u only feel emptiness in u?
Haf u eva come across a day feeling lonely amidst the crowds?
Haf u eva wish u cud jus pack ur stuff & go away?

I did... am certainly did...
I am jus plain tired... be it mentally, emotionally or physically...
I wish tat i cud jus leave & go... to start anew...
I wish i am selfish... only to think for myself ...

How i wish tat things were much better...
How i wish i cud turn back time ...
How i wish time will stop ticking ..
How i wish i dun grow up too fast...

But i guess, this is fate ...
And all things happen for a reason..
To have the gdness of life, u got to go thru things..
And hope to see the light @ the end of the tunnel

*ItsTheWeekendAgain*

finally.. its here .. really here .. cant wait to head for my bed .. but then before tat, there are things tat need to be done ... *sigh*... really wondering when i can really go away ...

if i cud strangle my uncle, i wud ... bcos of him buying the big can, my dad decided to tackle my room now since he discovered tat he still got some left after painting the balcony... *arrgh*.. which means weekend gonna dedicate to clearing up the mess...

fetched dearest from werk yesterday & went for dinner @ WTC before heading on home ... then we tackle to clearing the living room & disposing the old furniture to make way for the new ones which is coming anytime tdy ... which means gotta do the wiring tdy if not mummy gonna start nagging cos she cant watch 'Disney Channel'..... dearest slept the nite over since he was too tired ....

nothin plan tdy .. jus gonna head on home & getting the living room back to place... hopefully i can catch up on some rest during the weekend.... cos my week in the office had been very hectic, thus spoiling my mood the entire week...

so u lalings out there, may ur weekend be good.. crossing my fingers..

*@@@@@*


U really make me wonder wat i did...
To deserve such treatment from u....
U were nice one minute...
And the next, u were cold and distant ...

It takes me alot of patience to go thru it ..
And it takes alot of courage on u to admit ...
And finally u admitted ..
admitted why we turn out tis way ..

Cos u likes me, U miss me & U need me ..
But somehow, things are not meant to be ..
There is more complication to things ..
And i wish i were much stronger to turn back time

*Happy Anniversary*

31 yrs ago on this date, this couple tied a knot, devoting their lives together... goin thru the roller coaster ride of married life... and now, blessed wif 2 sons, a daughter, 2 daughter-in-law and a granddaughter... it sure takes a lot of love, patience and understanding to go thru all this ...

Happy 31st Anniversary to my parents...

*MyDayz*

Jus as i tot tat the renovation werks are completed & the furniture are back in place, my hopes are all dashed ... true enuff, my dad bought some new pieces of furniture yesterday which means all my wiring task haf to be put on hold till the new furniture arrives on friday ....

And my bubbles burst wif a big 'pop', when my dad wanted to spend his next off days jus painting the balcony .... since he got 'extra' paint left... harlow, who gonna move my 7 aquarium then????.. thanks to my uncle who bought the large can of paint instead as following my instruction to get smaller can... *sigh* .... there goes my weekend i guess...

Mummy was nice to fetch me from werk on Monday ... but i think the real reason was she was kinda frustrated staying @ home ... helping my dad wif the hse ... since my uncle isnt ard... us ladies ended up buying 2 pairs of shoes each instead of going home straight ... (typical ladies... sempat nak shopping)...

honey was suweet yesterday ... and nope, he din fetch me from werk.. heheh... i met my mum @ banquet after werk since mummy not cooking ... and five mins after tat, my dearest turned up & joined us for dinner ...defintely a suprise ...

and as for werk.. i had a hectic day for 3 solid days ... really been tired every day ....

*Hmm....*

Having to know u, somehow makes me happy..
Truly happy more like it ...
U make the inner child in me comes out
And u know u are the only one who haf tat effect on me ..

But somehow along the way, things went wrong..
U no longer the same as before ..
Even ur tone & ur gesture seems cold and distant..
And it left wondering wat cause the change...

My feelings for u used to grow but somehow it died on me ...
But i know tat u still have tat special corner in my heart..
And i am still missing u ...
Though i am clueless but not willing to take the first step...

*My LOng Wkend*

hmm.. i guess my weekend starts from the Thurs days itself ... LOL.. wasnt really in the mood to werk... though my in-tray is definitely piling up....

Thurs ~ dearest supposedly to fetch me but instead he got to werk late .. so jus drop off the helmet @ his werkplace after knockng off & headed to my company clinic since i wasnt in the pink of health..did some errands & paid my bills before heading home .. to help wif the hse...

Fri ~ dearest fetched & headed to Queensway S.C to send my mobile for servicing.... had our dinner @ Banquet nearby my place before heading on home ... freshen up & got dressed ... went to catch HARRY POTTER for the midnite show @ Tampines.... it was really fantastic & was practically glued to the screen ... spend the nite over @ dearest ...

Sat ~ woken up later than usual, skipped my gym since @ dearest (bad excuse)& headed to Parkway for our brunch.... then headed on home.... spend the early afternoon doing the hse ... its almost to completion... then off wif dearest to 2 soccer games, one was @ Tanglin & the latter @ Yishun.... dearest spend the nite over @ my place ...

Sun ~ freshen up & gotten dressed.. skipped my gym again (tat makes it 2 days in a row)cos i had wedding invitation... accompanied mummy to her old chum place nearby while dearest waited for me @ home ... then went over to dearest for him to change & got dressed ... me clad in my 'lacey kebaya & kain wiron' while him in 'shirt & jeans', we headed on to my cuz wedding @ Kg Ubi C.C.. .. took the cab instead of our baby cos my baby is sick... had a short family reunion before heading on home ... continue wif the werks in the house.. yeehaw!!!... it is finally completed ... had half the furniture back to where it belongs... waiting for me to do the wiring & the rest of the furniture... cant wait for it to be back like normal.... dearest spend the nite over again since he was too tired ...

hmm..am so glad the hse is completed .. but then .. my dad was thinking of purchasing some new furniture to replace the old ones.. oh no... tat is definitely my dad.. once he set his mind to werk, it will not stop... wonder wat is next ...

but then .. all in all, my weekend is definitely fulfiling ..

*SPecial PPlz*
my first email for the day .... tot the following small writeup was good


Sometimes ppl cum into ur life, & u know rite away tat they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach U a lesson or help figure out who U are or wan to becum.

U neva know who these people may be, but then U lock eyes wif them. U know tat very moment tat they will affect Ur life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to U @ the time tat may seem horrible, painful & unfair, but in reflection U realize tat w/o overcoming those obstacles U would have neva realized Ur potential, strength, willpower or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of gd luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of Ur soul. W/o these small tests, life wud be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe & comfortable but dull & utterly pointless.

The people U meet affect Ur life. The successes & downfalls U experience can create who U are, & the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant & important ones.

If someone hurts U, betrays U or breaks Ur heart, forgive them bcos they have helped U learn about trust & the importance of being cautious to whom U open Ur heart.

If someone loves U, love them back unconditionally, not just bcos they love U, but bcos they are teaching U to love & to open Ur heart & eyes to little things. Make every day count.

Appreciate every moment & take from it everything tat U possibly can, for U may neva be able to experience it again.

Talk to people U haf neva talked to before, & actually listen.

Let Urself fall in love, break free, & set Ur sights high.

*EaRly Days Of ThE WK*

Not up to much... jus plainly dedicating my time after knocking off from werk, helping my dad & uncle wif the self-renovation werks .....hmm... but the time spend was definitely worth it as the family bondage gets stronger .. dearest was nice to spend the amount of time wif my family since the monday ...

The popular Muslim restaurant 'Banquet'has jus open another of its outlet very near to my place .. so all gone is the hassle to travel to JP .... now its jus a walking distance .. and tat is where my parents,dearest & i were off to on Tuesday nite after buyin the paints for the hse ... dearest slept over since he was too tired ... cos he is the 'man of final touches'.... cleaning up & mopping the whole house after every nite of renovation werks ...

woken up extra early (duh.. its was a PH!!!)... we went to have family bfast & went to get some more stuff... & its back to more renovation werks ... am glad tat the major werks are done and over with .. left with the paint jobs tat commence tdy .... dearest & I left in the early afternoon for dearest soccer game .... then its home sweet home



kinda bored alone .. so its ME @ the soccer pitch.. notice how much weight are gone from me???

kinda hectic in the office .. but the mood to werk simply gone .. maybe its the PH .... hmm... 2 days till the weekend .... *counting the days*

*TormentinG*

If only i knew tat things gonna be this way , i wud be on my guards
If only i knew how much its gonna hurt, i rather walked away
If only i knew tat my feelings will grow this much, i rather wait
If only i knew u felt the same, i wud be there for u...

But then...
u neva know wats the future had in store for u..
u neva know till u tried ...
u neva know how u feel till things happen..
u neva know if we are meant to be one

i guess this is it ...its called fate
the if's keep playing back & forth like a broken record
not knowing to regret or be thankful..
it jus leave things in mid air...
leaving me on my own .. to the path i wanted..

*MaJor MakEover*

really dreading going home the past few days .. not bcos of anything .. its jus my house is in a total wreakage....it started on one fine day .. my dad was flipping thru a magazine .. w/o warning, he went like "baby, we stayed in this hse for 4 yrs already, its time to do some changes"....

i jus listen .. .cos all the while we were discussing only bout changing the paintjob of the hse...being an ex-contractor himself , din know he got some bigger ideas on improving the outlook of the hse ... the next thing i knew, there were planks of wood & cement the next day ....and the best part of it all, my dad & my uncle were the ones renovating the hse ...

so rite now ... my hse is in a total disaster .. lucky it was only the living area & nt the rooms .. .@ least i still have the comfort of my room... but all the dust is definitely acting up on my sensitive nose .... *poor me*... LOL..

well... crossing my fingers tat it will be done soon .. but by the look of it, not gonna put my hopes too high .... lucky i dun haf to clean up the place .. cos dearest will do it ... *thanks honey*