*ZZZzzzZZz*

Am so tired .. been yawning & yearning for the bed ... really looking forward to the long weekend.. hopefully to catch up on some proper rest ... guess my body is already reach its limit ..

need to get the proper rest before my shutdown starts again .. (oh no!!.. the cycle starts again!!)... the usual long list of purchases to be done .... invoice to be approved & delivery check to make sure tat the items are in... arrgh!!!.. i think i start treasuring this week...

to all peepz.. have a gd weekend..

*Long Wkend*

yeehaw ... i got long weekend tis time ... only be back to the office on Tues... cos Labor day falls on Sat, and we dun werk on tat day so PH is being brought foward to Monday.. how nice it is...

still not sure of wat to do... been telling myself not to plan but take each day in stride...

*MiSSin*

My Mini-Me



U know wat dearie... i really miss those late nyte 3 way calling ..
Where u will always be the hyperactive & the noisy one..
Not forgetting the blasting of ur radio late @ nite ...
And the fingers typing busily in the MSN....

When u left for ur holidays, i tot u finally destress
Little did i realise, it doesnt make any difference @ all..
Cos the ghost of the past still haunting u..
All i cud was to offer a shoulder in the cyber world..

but i wan u to know... that u left a big hollow space in me
cos i miss u, missing ur bubbly & chattiness...
Looking forward to the day when u return...
But before tat, i wan u to know tat i am always there for u
no matter wat

*ShoRT TueS Nyte*

headed on home after werk.... not planning to go out anywhere far cos been too tired lately ... jus a simple dinner nearby wif a fren.... but a msg on my mobile @ the last minute changes everything ... ended up having dinner wif a fren & my dear monster @ Bugis... though it was very short but we had fun catching up on things...

*SoMeThing i LeARn Bout Life*

Wen things in ur life seem almost 2 much to handle, wen 24 hrs in a day are nt enuff, remember the mayonnaise jar...& the coffee...

A professor stood before his philosophy class & had some items in front of him. Wen the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large & empty mayonnaise jar & proceeded to fill it wif golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed tat it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles & poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand & poured it into the jar. Of coz, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded wif a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the
table & poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the
empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, " I wan U to recognize tat this jar represents Ur life. The golf balls are the important things - Ur God, family, Ur children, Ur health, Ur friends, & Ur fav passions-things tat if everything else was lost & only they remained, Ur life wud still be full. The pebbles are the other things tat matter like Ur job, Ur hse, & ur car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff."

"If U put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If U spend all ur time & energy on the small stuff, U will neva have room for the things tat are important to U. Pay attention to the things tat are critical to ur happiness. Play with ur children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take ur partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first, the things tat really matter. Set ur priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand & inquired wat the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad U asked. It just goes to show U tat no matter how full Ur life may seem, there is always room for a couple of cups of coffee wif a friend."

*MyWeeKend*

went straight home after werk on Fri ... cos i was like feeling under the weather ... freshen up & lazed ard... after which my dearest parents wanted to have dinner outside @ Jurong Point before my dad left for werk.. tot of doing some shopping but nothing catches the eye... headed on home wif mummy while its off to werk for daddy ... was getting comfy in the sofa, when a fren wanted to pick up for supper.. (hmm.. mite be putting on weights by this rate)... got dressed in record time & waited to be fetched & headed to Hougang where i meet my dear monster, Anna there.. it was almost 0330hrs when i reached & its off to dreamland

nothing planned on Sat except for one appointment scheduled in the afternoon.. did my usual gym routine & after tat its brunch & marketing wif mummy dearest ... then its off to my appointment & had a blast of time (no camera peepz.. its wif my bro)... my dearest fetched & headed on bike shop to get some stuff for our baby ... tot of catching a movie @ Marina but the crowd turn me off.. so its jus dinner & window shopping (nothing catch my attention.. arrgh!!!) @ Suntec.... almost headed on home when one of my WfP bikers bro drop me a line saying tat everyone is @ China Jump to catch soccer & dinner ... off we headed there... been a long time i didnt see them.. certainly missed them while they were in Phuket ... happened to be one of the bikers bday, so we headed on to China Bar to have a mini-celebration... went home late again (heheh.. 2 nites in a row)...

was planning to have bfast wif dearest on sunday .. but since we get back home pretty late, give it a skip... i give my jog a skip too cos i was feeling awfully tired ... went to Giant wif mummy though cos she wanted to get some marketing done... dearest came over after lunch & did some cleaning up of the aquarium before heading to Marsiling for his weekly soccer game .... then its home again to catch soccer..... by then i was too tired, and i retire to dreamland earlier than usual...

hmm.. nothing much happened but i am glad tat i get to meet up wif my bikers bro... and definitely went places.....

*Well SPend gathering*

wat supposedly to be a 2 girls meet-up cum dinner between me & my monster @ Al-Majlis @ Beach Road turns out to be a mini gathering .. it was an unexpected but nice suprise... finally meet up wif nurul-sue ... took some photos.. sorry peepz cos it isnt clear... taken wif my mobile coz everyone seems to forget to bring dgcam... hehehe.. was joined by another 3 frenz of anna but no photo of theirs taken



cant blog much cos werk was definitely one helluva hectic.......

*Lost*

Dedicate to my dear monster, anna who is goin thru a bad patch of her life ... *hugs*



At this point of time i am really lost...
Lost not knowing wat to do............
Lost not knowing wat else to be said...
Wish i cud jus give up on u, but i cared....
I cared too much to let u on ur own..
I cared too much to simply walked away...

It hurts me everytime u do this ...
It hurts more when u chuck all the pplz tat care aside
When this happen, my hand are simply tied...
And the ans to pull me up or plunge me deeper lies in u

How our friendship is formed is still a miracle to us...
And neva for once regret bout it ...
From a foe to frenz, we definitely gone thru alot ...
All i hope, is tat the bond will never be lost...

Despite everything & anything, u always be my monster...
And i am really sorry tat things turn out this way..
All my hope was tat u stay strong & i know u can do it..
Jus remember, tat i care, care alot ....
And there are more of them......

*BlissFul 2 Dayz*

been spending 2 days wif my dearest .. was not planned but more like a spontaneous thingy... and i lurve every minute of it .... took half the day off on Monday since dearest was on mc... meet him up @ Pasir Ris & we had a late lunch...after which, headed to his place for awhile .... dearest spend some time cleaning up our baby before headin to Jurong Point to catch "HellBoy".. it has been really some time tat i catch a movie... remembering tat my very last one was "LOTR"... then its home sweet home ..

meet dearest @ Tiong Bahru on tuesday after knocking off from werk... headed to China Jump for my dinner.. had a splendour time wif dearest ... then off to Spize Bistro @ Beach Road to chill & for some game of pool... dearest frenz joined us for a while before we headed on home ....

thanks honey for the lovely 2 days ... i had a wonderful time ....

*Bz Week*

it had been a pretty bz week for me ... rite from last Thurs till the Sun.. no complain cos its more like a trio celebration in my family ...

Thurs...nothing much , as usual, had tuition for the youngest bro .. then headed for dinner @ Al-Ameen Woodlands

werk was hectic on the Fri.. was supposed to head to East Shore Hospital... then join Anna & the rest for Sheesha... but gotta werk till real late (sorry dear monster!!)... by the time i was home, its my bed calling but instead went to my gran's place to prepare for my younger cuz engagement .... after tat headed on home ... tot of going to dreamland, however managed to went out for supper @ Clementi Road ard 0130hrs .. kinda missing my 'BandungCino'....

didnt go for my gym routine on the sat morning.. cos of not enuff rest & had to go to my gran to help wif the cooking ... went home to freshen up & get dress & at the same time, waited for dearest to come over ... went to gran cos the engagement thingy took place @ 1500hrs ... didnt tag along .. cos weather was too unbearable.. jus waited wif dearest, my gran & my cuz for them to come back... by the time, the whole thingy was over, i was too tired & gotten an asthma attack.... went home & had a gd sleep.... *sigh*... @ exactly 2015hrs, a phonecall from my bro brighten up my household.. my sis -in-law had given birth to a baby girl...


the serene face on my newborn baby niece...

went for gym on sunday before heading for my weekly brunch wif mummy dearest & aunt ... headed on for my preparation of my engagement in later part of the day (thanks amyza for ur well-wishes) ... it was jus a family thingy so not much thing to be done ... (& yes my dearest monster & mini-me, i am officially engaged)..... after which headed to the hospital ....

tat sums up my weekend .. more photo of my niece will be uploaded ... its a bz but definitely a joyous weekend for my famiy..

*TaGbOaRd*

yesh..yesh...yesh.. my tagboard is up again.. dun ask why ... its jus tat i have been missing on a lot of stuffs...hehehe..but doesnt mean putting up my tagboard means i am goin to put up wif the nonsense again... so dun blame me if ur tag got deleted... lets jus say i am tired...

*SuPEr LonG WeeKenD*

knocking off from werk on thurs, i headed to CCK to meet my Warpigs Bros & my godfather .... my bros are riding up on the same day to Phuket ... while my godfather riding up the next day .. am sure gonna miss the for a week.... headed on to Jurong Point & went to buy Ash's food ....freshen up & lazing @ home while waiting for dearest to come over .. and still debating on going to Batam or not...finally decided not to go since kinda tired...

my dearest went off to Tioman for the company retreat (which means i got alot of times on my own...Yippee!!!) on fri morning ... was awaken by my monster's msg asking wats the plan for the day ... hmm..kinda wanting to jus relax.... monster fetched me ard 1130hrs & headed on to Far East for our brunch... did some window shopping & few things caught my attention... but as usual, didnt buy anything ... went to East Coast Coffee Bean to have jus laze .. it was lucky tat both of us decide not to go tenting cos it was very packed... after bout an hours, headed to Parkway... i got to meet dear Lynn to pass her photos... ending up having a game of pool (foursome... hehehe.. me,anna, lynn & aloya)... me & anna got to leave early cos my monster had forgotten to feed the cat .. so its jus chill out moment @ her place ... freshen up & got dressed for dinner @ Beach Road since my monster was craving for sheesha... we fetched dear lynn on the way since she was planless for the nite... lynn' cuz, Lina & monster's fren, hernie joined us .. we had a great dinner & catching up on stuff... the gals decided to head on to BFD east coast to chill ... lepakz for 2 hours before we headed to my playground... had a blast of time .. & its was finally home sweet home...

my ladies nite out photos

us @ Al-Majlis

us @ BFD

Ladies In Da Hse @ BFD

Frenz @ my PlaYground

sat.... nothing much happened.. went over to my dearest place for lunch & headed on home ... his youngest bro followed me home & we jus lepakz ....

went to the airport on sun to send off some of the Warpigs bros who are flying instead of driving..half of my sun been spend at the airport.. meet up wif my monster & hernie @ Tamp CB... jus laze the whole sun away .. went over to dearest cos my dearest was coming back (am sure missing him loads).. hehehe.... after tat, its back to Tamp again to meet the ladies ...

the long weekend was gd .. really gd.. i am glad tat i didnt make the trip up...

nothing much happen yesterday.. went over to dearest place ... instead of tuition, spend some time wif the parents ...

*My Silence*

been exactly a week since i last step into the bloggers' corner.... nothing much happen but jus needing the solitude for few days, thinking bout life & enjoying some private moments...kinda hard going down memory lane .....but i am okies now, feeling much better to be exact... all thanks to the care & concern of my dearest & frenz tat i can proudly call my own....

lets see wat i have been up to the past week...

knocking off from werk last fri, dearest fetched & headed to CCK to meet up wif the ladies, dear shazzy & anna together wif their paramour .. the guys were so sweet to have cooked dinner for all of us... its definitely hard to find guys who are willing to do tat... (lucky me cos dearest falls into tat category...hehehehe).... me & dearest headed to Canadian Pizza @ Pasir Panjang after dinner to meet up wif my godbro.. then its home for me ..... my nyte didnt end up gd cos i had a bitter argument wif dearest .. didnt get any sleep @ all....

spend my saturday morning on my own @ the Expo for the MPH warehouse sale (sorry anna.. supposedly to meet up wif u but the need to be alone was too great).. instead of the usual gym session.. took up almost half the day ... gotten some really gd books... dearest came over & fetched for lunch... being us not liking to prolong arguments, we kiss & made up... since baby was too tired & sick since i didnt get any sleep, went back to his place to take a nap... his parents were nice too offer to drive me home but i declined... dearest send me halfway cos he got to werk & i headed on home to catch up on more sleep...

dearest came over after his soccer practice on sunday morning ... went to Banquet @ Jelapang for lunch.... after which went back to my place.. .dearest need to rest since he got to werk in the afternoon, while me jus gonna laze the whole day @ home since wasnt feeling well...& was really feeling low ...

meet up wif a fellow blogger, Sasha @ McCafe @ Jurong point (all thanks to her.. i think i am hooked to the hot chocolate)after werk.. though it was a first time meet-up, i had lotsa fun chit-chatting wif her ... she really makes me feel like an old fren.... (thanks dear... i had gd time)...

tot of sending my Mini-me (dear shazzy) off at the airport on tues but i was tied down @ werk... knocked off late ... but managed to say gdbye on my Monster's (dear anna) mobile .. definitely missing her loads... gonna miss her chattiness & those late nyte hogging over the phone ....

yesterday was spending some time wif my dearest .. didnt go anywhere far but jus Jurong Point.. dearest wanted to have a hair-cut .... after which we had dinner @ Fish & Co .. and spend the time talking ... talking bout us.... & yes Mini-Me, u gonna miss my engagement .....

and rite now, still debating on whether to go to my weekend home tomorrow.. . somehow i got a heavy heart on leaving .. not sure why though .... my dearest not gonna be ard the weekend cos his company is having a Tioman getaway for all the staff .... my WarPigs bros are both riding & flying up to Phuket for the bike week... hmm .. still cant decide .. its either Batam wif my parents or Spore wif my monster...

*HiaTus*

sorry pplz.. there will be no updates for the next few days .. jus too distraught walking down memory lane....

*Me & My FeeLings*

Too Tired ~ be It MeNtal, EmoTioNal or PhYsIcal
ConFuSed
So MuCh In LoVe
Too LovEd By Him
BottLed FeeLings
FrUstratiOns
AngRy

*MidWeek Of The End Of The MONth*

spend my tuesday lazing @ home after werk... didnt meet up wif dearest cos he was tied up wif werk... so its me on my bed, hugging the heart-shaped pillow & hogging the phone wif dear shazzy & anna.... later part of the nite, received a bad news, my grandma's goddaughter passed away ..... since the car was packed, only mummy went while i stayed @ home wif daddy... we had some time catching up things & watching the scary show together .. was kinda angry wif dearest cos he went out to meet his frenz w/o informing me (selfish baby!!!.... ) but it was all okies after he said sorry ...

was not feeling gd yesterday .. kinda shivery & feverish.. so took half the day off.... wanted to rest but didnt wanna go back home.... took the train & meet dearest @ TMP since he also didnt go to werk & took medical leave.... had my Japanese lunch & headed to a frenz place to collect some stuff.. then headed to his place ... tot of taking my rest but instead spend the time together wif his mum only, in the parents room, on the bed, chit-chatting (women talk)... dearest was playing his game in the living room... manage to get forty winks only after dearest tucked me after the chit-chatting over... headed on home after dinner ..

werk was hectic in the early part of the day today .. but its okies now... still a bit feverish but better....