*HMmm???*

THe past 3 days since my tuesday till yesterday, been doing nothing much.... mostly spend the time @ his place after werk... my dearest will fetch me & then off to his place ... usually had dinner together wif his parents .... after my dinner, off for my & dearest tea session.... then its home sweet home

the weekend is round the corner ... my first priority is to clean up my room.. heheh.. since i was down wif flu, i have not touch my room & i can imagine the dust ... but it all depend on mummy dearest.. since my dad will be on morning shift, she definitely wants to go somewhere after my weekly morning routine...not forgetting my dearest..

nothing planned for this week yet .. so keeping my options open...

to the rest Happy Weekend .... me missing someone greatly now...

*STorY*

A story to share & ponder...

Once upon a time, there was a very strong woodcutter. He asked for a job from a timber merchant, & he got it. The pay was really gd & so were the work conditions. For tat reason the woodcutter was determined to do his best. His boss gave him an axe & showed him the area where he was supposed to work. The first day, the woodcutter brought down 18 trees. The Boss was very much impressed & said, "Congratulations keep it up!" Very motivated by the words of the boss, the woodcutter tried harder the
next day, but he only cud bring down 15 trees. The third day he tried even harder, but he only cud bring down 10 trees. Day after day he was bringing down less & less trees.
"I must be losing my strength", the woodcutter tot to himself. He went to the boss & apologized, saying tat he cud not understand wat was going on.
"When was the last time U sharpened Ur Axe?" the boss asked.
"Sharpen? I had no time to sharpen my Axe. I have been very busy trying to cut trees.

Wat i learn
We get so busy we forget to take time off to reflect, to update, to unlearn & relearn, to rest & recharge, to exchange ideas, to read, to grow, to encourage & to be encouraged. As a result we become dull & ineffective, in our personal life & in our work life.
Remember to take some time off each day to do all of the above. Am sure life will be better as U begin a new journey of discoveries, discovering Ur true self & all the new things going on ard U, & U will find yourself keenly aware of the changing environments. Learning to adapt to the new environments will be challenging & fun.

*PaRtY*

worked till quite late last nyte due to some urgent last minute thingy... by the time, i reached home, it was way past dinner time .... i was so famished by then... lucky my dearest came over & he whipped up a meal for the both of us while i freshen up & get dressed for the the Warpigs Bday Bash @ China Bar

After dinner, headed to Holland Village Swensen to get the last minute Bday cake ....& off to China Bar where most of the WfP bikers were already there... jus realised tat i miss them alot .. it has been almost 2 months since i last saw them....and it feel so gd to see them all over again...

we had a short & brief group meeting before the bash begins... there were no crowd since its monday .. but we had a blast of time .... took many photos but not yet uploaded .... lucky this time, most part of the cake landed in everyone stomach instead of on other parts of the body ...

the party was really great.. but me & dearest went off early ... cos i am still not fully recovered & cant afford to stay up too late ... its monday nite anyway ..... when i reached home, my dearest tucked me to bed after i freshen up.....

i had a good monday to start with & crossing my fingers tat it stays tat way.... werk wun be tat hectic since its coming to end of the month ....only hoping tat this flu of mine will go off soon....

*MyWeekENdz*

Been doing nothing much this weekend.. practically spending time wif my dearest with either his family or mine... it has really been some time tat we didnt spend some quality time together .. kinda miss those tea-session...

my saturday were spend doing the usual morning routine.. went to the gym but didnt get much done as baby still not fully recovered .. then off for bfast, but this time wasnt wif my aunts and uncle as they were not in town... they went to KL to see my cuz who was participating in X-games in KL. ...and also they had a weddig invitation... my bfast session was wif my dearest parents...daddy finally bought his fav fish 'Arowana' & mum did her usual marketing before heading home .. so tat daddy could catch up on his sleep (jus came back from nite shift).... my dearest came over after werk.. spend the whole day @ home, clearing some stuff @ home & lazing around..

my dearest came over early Sunday morning to join our family bfast session... didnt go to the gym though cos my body weaker than sat... after which, we head to the bike shop to get some stuff & headed to his place ... spend half the afternoon dedicating his time to the bike together with his dad, while me jus lazing ard & chatting wif the mummy.... fully rested, we decided to go White Sand to have a late afternoon ice-cream treats @ Swensen wif the parents .....

finally we tot we gotten some time on our own, decided to go to EC .. but then, the place was packed ..change of mind, we headed to my fav hangout, Raimah @ Kembangan for our tea-drinking session....upon reaching, we bumped into his parents again but this time together with his grandpa... (heheh.. there goes our quality time together)... decided not to stay too late as i am still sick till tdy....

tats how my weekend were spend ... think i got enuff rest but am still sick (arghhh)...

tonite, there is a Warpigs bday bash @ China Bar... still debating upon going cos i still have lotsa werk too complete ... crossing my fingers tat i dun have to werk till late tdy...

*??????*

After few days of being sick, down wif flu & fever, i finally give in ... going to see the company doc later (during office hrs.. .heheheh...) ... really hated the feeling of being sick... and other that, baby going home to rest ...

Looking forward to the weekend.. nothing plan but jus wanting to really recuperate @ home .. .

*ChOiCE*

Affairs of the heart is always hard to understand & sometimes painful .... its all depend on whether we dare to take the risk ... u neva know whether u gonna be accepted or rejected ... but wat if there is 2 choice?.. which of the 2 would u choose?..

Someone taught me to ask myself this qns & answer honestly "When U are happy, which one would U wan to share Ur happiness wif?" The one U think of is someone U luv". Ask Urself another qns & answer honestly "When U are sad, which one U wan to share Ur burden wif?" The one U think of is also someone U luv. If U think of the same person when U are happy & sad, tats the most perfect.

But if U dun think of the same person, I would advise U to chose the one U are willing to share Ur sadness wif. In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.

There are too many ppl tat u meet tat u can share Ur happiness wif, not necessary
Ur lover. If U live Ur life happily, U can also enjoy it alone. In sadness, however, there are not many ppl willing to share Ur burden wif U. If U are willing to tell someone Ur
happiness, I am sure tat person has got to be someone close & an understanding
person to U. But it shouldnt stop there. If tat person only thinks of U when he/she is
happy, but looks for someone else when he/she is sad, this lover is too unstable, he/she doesn't treat U as someone he/she can spend the rest of his/her life wif.

I will be very happy if I am the first person to share his happiness. But, if he is sad, I will be too willing to stay by his side & ease his pain. Only then, will I believe tat I hold a very important position in his heart.

*****

Horoscope for Capricorn ladies to ponder .. wonder how much is it is true

A tall slim, cool & quiet woman. Once she is mad, she can be very fierce. She can work better than some men & she is very high confident woman. In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration @ home or @ an office & certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control & hide her weak emotions. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comment or criticize but she will completely ignore tat person.

She hate plastic & an artificial flower bcos it make her feel tat U are not bein sincere. She loves real flower & its scent. She loves a guy who wears after shave cologne. If U are a type of a guy who wears Ur Jean one month b4 washing, or wear an old sneaker, then U can forget bout her.

She loves music & nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if U dun hav so much time for her, U can take her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like losing face. She loves to make up & dress perfectly & very neat, so never rush her for this matter.

She has her own goal in life & does not care if U hav a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks U are not bright then she will not care bout U @ all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If U can not show her this quality, go & take a bus & go to the next stop.

She does not like a dreamer who talks bout his dream but neva put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, U shld do it too", or "I think U shld do it, its good for U", bcos she will do wat she wants to do only.

She is a neat & tidy person, so if Ur apartment is a pigsty, do not take her there. If U go out on a date wif her, try to be presentable such as nice & clean dress, clean nails or else it will be Ur last date.

She is a cool type & will not nag, so easy on Ur ears. She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect & honor U & will never try to make U lose Ur face. If she loves U, she will help U in anything U do.

She likes to help people & expect nothing in return. If she asks U for a favor & does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high hope & a high faith & beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck".

If she is Ur wife, U will hav nice & clean home & a gourmet cooking. If Ur parents visit Ur house, they will be pleased. She is a 3 in 1 meaning, a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or U could say "happily ever after".

*BzWeekEnd*

I am so blardy tired... really tired .... wishing tat i could take a long rest & my poor health isnt helping @ all... instead it aggravates things further... if my joints could talk, they would be crying out for help now ...

dearest daddy bought 2 new piece of furniture last thurs (a showcase & bookcase to be precise) and when the furniture was delivered, he got lost not knowing wat to do & where to placed them ... its was bought of out the blues and not planned ....

when i reached home after my dinner wif my dearest last thurs, there was major cleaning up & arranging to do wif dearest mummy since my dad got to werk on a nyte shift... we managed to get the house in normal shape @ 0200hrs... (tiring but i am glad its over)...

fri, werk was super hectic ... my brain seem to stop werking but i manage to pull thru the day (hehehe....) .... took the train after werk & headed to my dearest place ..... nothing planned, but jus went over since my dearest was sick... (poor baby)....

Sat (V-DAy).. planned to do nothing since everywhere will be packed wif couples & restaurant will be extra expensive ... jus planning to stay @ home, lazing ard... tat is wat practically i did wif my dearest ....

Sun... went over his place for awhile ... changed & got dressed while waiting for my dearest bro to fetch us .... and headed to my cuz wedding in JB.... she looked lovely but plastic ( tat explain when JB 'Bapok' make the bride up...hehehe) the weather was super hot ... (to think tat i was sweating on the inside & looking so cool in my traditional clothes.... hehehe.. cant wait to get out of these clothes )... after tat, off for some shopping & more eating @ Angsana & Perling Mall together wif my parents, bro & my dearest ..... my daddy was going ga-ga over some vases, ended up buying quite a number of pieces....when we reached home, its time to put the vases display on his new cupboards ...(poor me!!!)

i guess tat sums up my weekend .... i am really tired but i wished i wasnt feeling so lousy .. wonder wat can i do to snap out of it... its definitely not Monday blues but its jus my joint aching up & my thoats getting more sore ....

*WeddiNGBellz*

Cant wait for the weekend to come .. finally my dearest cuz in Johore, Ain is tying the knot on the V-day ... too bad that baby cant attend the 'Nikah' but hopefully i be there on the Sunday ...

Though we stayed across island, we are very close since childhood days.. she is older than i am but get on along very well.... the bad news is tat she gonna move to KL few months after the wedding ... *sobs*...

one thing for sure, i am so glad tat after many heartbreaks, she finally found the her Mr Right ...



The photo was taken @ Malacca during the Hari Raya family gathering.. wasnt tat clear as it was taken by my Hp... (hehehe, sowie pplz)...

*PpLZ*

Everyone has to find 4 important ppl in their whole life
The first is Urself
2nd is the one U luv the most
3rd is the one who lurves U the most
4th is the one U spend Ur life wif

When U meet the one U lurve the most, U experience lurve
Bcos U understand the feeling of lurve, thats why U are able to discover who lurves U the most
When U experience wat is it to lurve & be loved, & also learn how to lurve, U know wat is most important for U
Then U find the one who is most compatible wif U for the rest of Ur life

However, the 3 different pplz U find might not be the same person throughout
Most of the time, the one U lurve the most, doesnt lurve U
The one who lurves U, isnt the one U lurve the most
And the one who spend his/her life wif U, isnt the one whom U lurve the most, nor is he/she the one who lurves U the most

like this verse:
Nobody changes his/her heart on purpose. When he lurves U, he really does
But when he doesnt lurve U, he also really doesnt lurve U
When he lurves U, he cant disguise tat he doesnt
Similarly, he cant fake his feelings when he doesnt lurve U

*SicKo*

My migraine is definitely attacking my poor head.... till i feel like half of my face is numb... i should really learn to take things slow and do my werk at a slower pace .... things around me is not helping either ....

the werkload though not that much, requires my full attention or the account cant close... i think i gonna go phobia of digits (hehehehe)..... i was too preoccupied and getting more sick by the minute until a Buddy from KS quote me this

"the mark of success is when u can accomplish something without having to forgo something else"

and i realise what he said is very true ... and i guess one of this year resolution (its like feb already.... ) is to take things slower and do things at my own pace ...

waiting for the clock to strike 6.. my dearest fetching me and heading to his aunt place for kenduri later ....

till then, gd day peepz...

*@@@@@*

Cant help smiling to myself when i look @ my tagboard.. really wonder who all these pplz are... one thing for sure, they have a lot of time on their hands to bother bout other pplz life!!!!..

Does it matter how i look?
Does it matter wat i wear?
Does it matter where i go and wat i do?
Does it matter who i mix with?..

In fact, it does .. but only to my dearest parent.. cos they are the one who brought me up and NO ONE ELSE.....

so to all those who had actually taken EXTRA CARE of me, thanks a lot but i dun think i need you pplz in my life ... and if u think that ur words gonna cause me hurt, i think u got the wrong person...... i am happy the way i am and the way my life have been.

*LoNGWeek*

It had been more than a week ago since i last blog ... not much things been happening but hardly any time to spare to blog ...

Hari Raya Haji was an enjoyable day ... spending time wif my family, my dearest and his family .. simply eating and lazing around...




Baby Start My Hari Raya Haji Visiting




Baby & Naz after the Hari Raya Haji Visiting


the rest of the week were spend going to Naz's aunt place almost everyday after werk cos his uncle passed away few days back....

Other than that, baby been spending my time @ home cos not been feeling well... werk been super hectic... the pile in my in-tray simply refuse to go down... but thanks goodness, finally cleared them tdy .....

lunch was superb tdy ... we had a catered lunch from Elsie's kitchen for all staff as one of the projects have been completed... ..

really looking forward to this weekend cos my dearest cuz in Johore is getting married .....